With Out You

2:27 and I'm unable to find sleep
Though Christmas is here I don't care
I would much rather spend the day at the park with you or even just laying down with you
I don't want a tree, an I Pod, a new guitar, or for my family to become a family, all I want and need is you
All the gifts in the world aren't worth missing a day with you
To fall asleep with you in my arms, with you by my side I'd give up Christmas
As I wait for this week to pass, the feelings of sadness weigh on me
I don't fit in with my family and I'm fine with that
After all I've got you
You're so much more to me than anyone can imagine
The numbness I've come to live with
is over come by my love for you
I stare at the photographs of me and you
It brings a grin to my face and a longing to my heart - to be with you
I'd say I'd give my life to lay with you forever, but that would mean I wouldn't be able to be with you at every oportunity we have
A thought that is hard to imagine
The idea of you moving or your mother trying to split us - hurts me
It makes me want to cry
I can't be with out you, as I know you can't be with out me
Life is worth the struggle now that you're here
When I'm with you I can breath easy, I smile, and my heart beats
As I sit here all the times we have had run through my mind and brings a smile to my face, but saddens me for I'm not at the side the greatest girl ever