Broken Heart

At night i fall asleep with tears in my eyes
but wake up with a smile
as if my slate has been swiped clean
as if nothing had gone wrong
you\'re still mine

but then reality sinks in
and my broken heart reminds me
you are now a memory
a beautiful memory
who knew beauty could cause so much pain?

i go through my day
in a sub conscious state
do whats need to be done
but everything feels empty
including me

gods one mistake
was giving me a heart
its not fair
i dont want mine
cause it still echos your name
its all that it contained

i was empty, alone before i met you
you changed my life
showed me what i can be
now im nothing
and you dont even care

you wont look back
you\'ll never pick me up where i lay
crying, alone, scared
im terrified of something thats not even there

did you ever love me?
the way i love you
do you ever miss me
the way i still miss you
if you did
why will you nevr hold me again

why do i have to pretend im ok
when inside im shattered
why cant i cry infront of you like i want to?
why cant you love me again?
please...

im sorry if i did something
i tried to be perfect
but im anything but
you werent either
but i loved you for your flaws

why am i the one sitting here crying
why cant you hurt to?
why must everything burn me?
what about you?

did i matter that little
that cant give what i feel?
did it mean nothing
was it even real

i dont wanna miss you anymore
but i do
i dont wanna cry but here i am in tears
i dont wanna be scared
but losing you was my worste fear
now it came true

cant you just kiss me
and forget everything that happened
be the way we were?
cant i just fall asleep in your arms again
and wish it would never end
i nevr thought it would
but i was wrong

love me
hold me
kiss me
dont leave me on my own...
im in love with you

*Keith Robbert Morris*

*i just wrote this, to the one im still in love with, no rhyming or anything... everything in this poem is jus wat i wanna say to him but i cant bring myself to it*

*please comment*