Why!i!i

I know am loser
i know am fool
i know am just a shadow
i know its just not true
i know its much harder to be alone
i know i loved you but somehow you never shown
i dont know why i sold you
i dont know why you didnt stayed
my nights are darker
your days are blue
my mirror is laing what can i do
my life is mistake just like my love for you
i was the creator and
you was the breaker
come back and look at this face again
can you see its just a dead flesh since you have gone
need no more lies cuz am leaving you tonight
i still wondering what was my fault you said you loved me but where are you right now
no more i feel my soul inside
no more i feel my heart beats
no more i can trust you
no more i can carry this shattered glass
once you told me that no truth in this life
ohh now look into the wave on the face of this lake do you feel dizzy
somethings are stranger
some cruel facts are true
do you still remember the promises we made
lies and sorrows are always strong
truth and joy are hardly alive
across the mirror i see the bleeding wounds
the past and future just like a dead flower
can you look again into my tearful eyes can you see a word shaped why
do you know how hard i tried
goodbye my pencil no more am alive