by Samantha Dec 24, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
The pain that I've caused the lives that I've ruined i Now know that karma is true i see things as if i was you i didn't think that the pain I've caused could feel so real now i understand what you feel i hear it all the time and I'm ready to admit i was out of line i wish i could take back all that i did I'm beginning to realize that i am a bad kid you look at me and you won't smile that's because my mind is like a child's i scream so many words of hate and you just walk away i cant explain what i feel because it's so unreal i can't stop what i already started because i can tell by your face that your broken hearted I'm sitting here lost and confused and I'm not sure why it's you i abused anger controls me in so many ways but it shouldn't be involved with the words that i say i can say I'm sorry but I'm not sure what your going to believe i can see in your face that you've given up but please don't leave you have helped me in so many ways and I'm sorry i didn't realize that until the other day i wish you could find it in you to speak and i know right now it may be hard for you to think i hope that in the end i can make things right I'm sorry if i held on to tight I'm trying to tell you ill never let you go I'm just writing this because you needed to know |
by Cindy
This is a sad write. I know you have to feel a little better getting this off your chest. Sometimes when we release our words it gives us inner peace. Good job! |