Reality

So many lies never forgotten
So many secrets never told
My smile is quickly fading
The weight is hard to hold
When will the day come
When I can finally see
The quiet little girl
Who lives inside of me
She has been possesed by a monster
Of pain and reality
She is searching for the answer
She cannot find the key
So now I walk around
Trying not to cry
Because I know
The good things have all passed by