Sorry

The old memories,
Seem to not want to go away.
You always speak of them,
Each and every day.

It makes me wonder,
Should I have stayed with you?
And if I did choose so,
Would I feel the way you do?

I didn't like you before,
And I don't think I ever will.
And though you're aware of that,
You choose to love me still.

Waiting for my arrival,
Though I may never come back.
It kind of makes me think,
Without me, is your world white and black?

Why need me so much,
After five months of no reply?
I never called you once,
So please explain to me; why?

I come back and you're smiling,
Even after I broke your heart.
You have to understand,
I liked us being apart.

As cold as it sounds,
I broke it off for a reason.
Thinking you weren't serious,
I ignored you for a whole season.

And now you're still there,
Even after the exchange of harsh words.
Really, what is wrong with you?
This whole thing is absurd.

All I have left to say now,
Is that you have to stop loving me.
The fact that I can't return your feelings,
I truly am sorry.
[c] 2O06 Mindy