I'm sitting here all lonely no difference like every night,
But this night is different from others,
This night I cry my eyes out because no one is in my heart,
No one is there to say Happy Birthday,
Just the nicest thing could have saved me,
Saved me from the darkness I turned to,
I have no heart now thanks to all of you people,
As I cut myself black blood drops from my body slowly falling to the cold hard floor,
My blood freezes for a minute as I feel like that drop,
Freezing and seeing how others live their life and wish I was them,
And then I drop realizing that I'm just dreaming and I feel pain as I hit the terrible names people call me,
I wish there was something I can do,
I see in the corner of my eye a book flipping through pages,
As I crawl towards it blood trails behind me,
I wonder what this book has to do with my life,
As I get closer to it I realize that there is a light beaming on the book,
My blood starts to turn red,
I start to read the book that has so much feeling,
I feel this pain hitting me but this time it doesn't hurt but it is healing,
As I continue to read my heart starts to fill up with joy and love,
I don't even bother to question this,
I remember this feeling it is the presence of GOD
