I'm a failure at life,
I fail of living; I fail for being with you,
I just want to hide my face and say I'm done,
Done with life and done with you,
I go through so much pain I just want to leave this place,
Maybe then I could not fail,
I just want to drown myself so I can say that I fail of breathing,
I fail at everything I try to do for myself and you,
I failed, I'm sorry that I didn't make it,
I fail at having love,
I fail to stop thinking of you,
I try; try so hard to stop thinking of that smile of yours,
Or that voice that brings a smile to my face,
I failed at not loving you,
There are piles of piles of feelings that are about you,
I failed at deleting you from my mind,
Therefore I failed life if I can't stop thinking you,
You can call me a failure in life,
I fail of living; I fail for being with you,
I fail of being myself and living life,
I fail trying to kill myself,
I couldn't kill myself I just thought you would come back,
And then I would not be a failure but a believer in love,
A believer in you; a believer in life,
But as I lay here I think it too late,
I'm just a failure in your eyes,
I tired but that killed me in the inside and so in the end I failed,
As I lay here I get less and less air,
I have no room to move; I see no light,
I'm a failure so now I must die,
I don't hear many people above,
I failed to talk to everyone,
I failed to be with you,
Be on the same level of you I could not get there,
Another thing I failed at,
Wow my life is just filled with failure,
Now I fail of living,
I'm cold as a rock,
I'm not breathing; I'm not moving,
I failed trying to be with you,
Trying to do that make me fail my life?
And it slowly killed me with pains like no other,
Failure there is no other words to describe my life.
