Dear Diary

It's me again, how have you been?
Today wasn't what I had planned,
I need him more then I can take,
I wish you had a hand.

I'd grasp it tight and scream,
Though for a reason I cant recall,
I hear the roads outside so loud,
And I cant get to sleep at all.

I found a new favourite song today,
But it almost made me cry,
I guess it might of been because,
It made me think of Chris and I.

All around me is only darkness,
and my eyes are stinging in pain,
So I'll have to go to sleep now,
And tomorrow we'll talk again.