Just Wondering

It's me,
Just wondering when this pain will stop.

It's me,
Just wondering when this all will drop.

Well, I don't know.
I guess it won't be right now...

It's me again,
Just wondering how the sadness is supposed to clear,
When it still burns with every tear.

It's me again,
Just wondering how I'm expected to persevere
When memories still whisper in my ear.

Well, I don't know.
I guess it won't be today...

It's me for the last time,
Just wondering if you could help stop the crying
and move on from what's still underlying.

It's me for the last time,
Just wondering if I should bother to keep trying
when with every step I take I keep on dying.

Well, I don't know.
I guess it may not happen at all.