I loved you, you hated me

I love you.
You hate me I guess this is the worst it can be..
No sucide is worse
and much more gross.
but it helps and works.
You think im just sad all the time
I bet your just a jerk
with no heart..
My heart feels like its been slammed with a dart.
You broke it
You damaged it..
how am i soppose to feel..
happy, glad that you hurt me..
Im crying..see
Here is my knife..watch me slice..
how much fun comes out of this none
because now im gone..
I miss my home..
I miss my dome,
I miss my brother..
I miss my sister..
I miss you because i loved you
you may have hated me..
but i c thats not the way you feel now.that im gone