My mind rings as I sit and stare
Anger controls me
It owns me
As I feel lost and alone
In love dead zone
Things changed from light to dark
All in one glance
I lost all I had and all I every wanted
And now I know true hate
Slowly I slip into madness
As I can not come to understand it
Nothing can fix the pain
Of your betrayal
Because it is me I hate
I should have known you
Who you were and are
But foolish me
I thought I could change you
Now the truth you change me
Anger and fully of hate and rage
Scared and ashamed of love you
I try to live with the truth
But it haunts me its true
I dream of you and when I wake
I am confused and sad of the truth
It is who I am
