Forever is too long

How did we come to be
who sent us here
will you please tell me
these thoughts give me such fear

i lie and think about forever
when does it end?
the answer is never
i cant even comprehend

we can never leave
i dont want to be me that long
i cant believe
it has to be wrong

tell me where will i go
when i have passed
i really do not know
it goes by too fast

i dont want to exist
i dont want a voice
i wont take this
but i have no choice