I'm not ready for love,
i'm not ready to meet my beloved.
i've tried it before,
by the 1st week we reached the core.
from there everything went wrong,
as if love never belongs.
i met a guy,
thought i felt something from the 1st "hi"
then i got scared,
thinking he didn't really care.
so i had pushed him away,
a little more each day.
soon i turn 15,
no right guys i've seen.
along comes the mistletoe,
no guy waiting for me below.
new years is a few days away,
"i love you!" are words i will not be able to say.
till today i'm without a guy,
so i'll never hear the words goodbye.
