Its Christmas Eve.

It's Christmas Eve.
The night when every one finds joy.
But...
Why do I only feel pain?
That keeps me from my sleep.
Why do I lay here in all my tears?
That keep me locked up in all my fears.

It's Christmas Eve.
The night when all dreams come true.
But....
Why cant any of my dreams be real?
Why cant any of my wishes come true?
Why cant any of my prayers be heard?

It's Christmas Eve.
The night when every one laughs.
But...
Why cant I seem to have a single Smile?

It's Christmas Eve.
So, I'll tell you why,
I'll wake up having no one to hold,
I'll wake up having no one to say I love you,
I'll wake up and find my self alone on Christmas day....