Afraid

You finally said we're back
But I'm still not sure
I need to rewind a couple of tracks
I don't want you to walk out the door

I won't be able to handle anymore pain
Or having you kill me again
No more crying in the rain
I couldn't have handled it then

Let's settle down
I'm feeling really weak
I don't want hear the sound
Of you being really bleak

Waiting for your call
Feeling all alone
Hoping you'll catch my fall
By calling me on the phone

I feel really happy
I love you so much
I don't mean to be so sappy
But I long for your touch

These days have been so lonely
I'm here without you
I'm screaming silently
Feeling so blue

There's a deafening silence
It's ringing in my ears
With no alliance
Getting tortured by my fears

I close my eyes
And hope for peace
But I only hear my cries
I just want it to cease

Not knowing what to do
Not knowing the truth
All I want is you
And get soothed

I'm feeling really hurt
I'm in love with a man
I'm feeling like dirt
No one can love me the way he can

Protect me from my fears
And hold me tight
Wipe away all my tears
And grab me with all your might...