Anti-Life

I'm not sure what is real.

Feel water running up my skull.

Insanity, how do I feel?

Feeling peacefully dull.

Feels just like thunder,

vibrations of my skeleton.

Peace like no other,

But now I can't tell it to them.

This I realize

Communication is forbidden

A peacefull demise

Im floating above myself, bed ridden.

Then suddenly it hits me,

I'm understanding now...

Anti-Life has come true,

Death came so soon...

but how?