Torn Apart

For days,
Months,
Years,
I have stood strong.
Not letting my love,
Be covered up by thoughts.
My thoughts running through my head,
Knowing that I,
Cannot have the man.
The man that I thought,
Was love at first sight.
The man that I dreamed of every night.
The man that had eyes,
For another woman.
That man was you,
My light in the dark.
You haunts me,
I cannot breathe.
I cannot think.
I am weak.
I thought I moved on,
But I can't stop thinking about you.
My tears,
Fall like rain,
From my eyes.
As the realization comes,
Knowing that I,
Will be tortured,
By my thoughts.
Thinking it's the end of the world,
Until I can gain control
You won't be forgotten,
You have left a mark.
A permanent scar,
That can only be healed by the minutes that pass.
I don't know what will happen next.
But let me look into those eyes.
Feel you touch.
Listen to you music.
One.
Last.
Time.