You're Not Sure

Now I call you
You're not sure what you'll do
You said you were staying earlier
But now, it's all a murmur

I'm so nervous now
In my stomach, i felt a POW!
That hurt me so bad
That made me really mad

Why would you do that?
You step all over me like a doormat
You'd leave me tonight
Which to me, is a fright

We'd barely talk
... I need to take a walk
My thoughts are going wild
Will I ever, again, be able to smile?

We won't talk for a month
It'd all be done
I feel so sad
In my heart, I felt a jab

I'm in pain
I'm going insane
Do you love me anymore?
Or must I walk out the door?

That would just kill me
What will we ever be?
Life is getting hard now
I'm just feeling down

The tears can't come
All i hear is a low hum
I need some relief
How can I follow my beliefs?