What did I do to deserve this?
One beat down after the other
Reaching up to pull myself out
But there's nothing there
Except heartache I cannot bare
There's no one
Not even the one I love
Nobody cares
For I am in this on my own
Retched scares
Full of horrible memories
Are taking over me
While it's pulling me down
And breaking me apart
I'm fighting everything
Pushing and shoving
To get away from my life
And my past
That keeps creeping up
And seeping into my veins
Bit by bit
Poisoning my soul
And burning my flesh
What did I do to deserve this?