Every Word

I write every word down
I can't hear any sound
Every thought and emotion pours out
As my face is in a pout

I don't matter
Nothing matters
It hurts to write
But I need to fight this fight

I can't keep it inside
I just wanna be your bride
My heart is dissolving
I just want your lovin'

My eyes are burning
I guess i'm just learning
No energy is left
Anything given, I refuse to accept

Everything is meaningless
I'm in a huge mess
I went too far
I fell in too far

I loved you too much
Now my heart is aching and hurting so much
What should I do?
My head hurts too

How do i get rid of this pain?
As I cry along with the rain?
A month without you?
What the hell will I do?