Being Stood Up

You said you were coming
But then you ended up running
You really disappointed me
I wanna make a decree

This is the third time
I guess I'm "a dozen a dime"
My heart aches
As my mind flakes

It really hurts my ego
I'll never be able to let this go
I will never be able to let go of this
Or any comment or diss

I'm clawing my palms
And trying to be calm
I can't handle this anymore
I just wanna walk out the door

I'm so sad
Yet extremely mad
My heart is gonna break
And I will never again wake

Every thought hurts
Every word burns
I'm afraid of your promises
Just me love and blesses

You wanna hurt me inside
And I wanna confide
That you're disrespectful
And very unblissful

I'm dying inside
The scream inside will not subside
You stabbed a knife in my heart
So now, I'm falling apart...