I remember our little talks we used to have,
Then our fights,
Which didn't last very long,
We seemed to get closer after each one..
I love how we'd throw in little jokes here and there,
Every now and again,
To cheer each other up,
Or just to simply break the silence,
But sometimes silence was nice,
We could read each others minds you know,
We knew exactly what each other was thinking,
At any given time,
You could have looked at me with the biggest smile on your face,
And i would still know something was wrong,
You did the same to me..
I have never in my life been this close to someone,
At times im scared,
Of loosing someone i love so much,
Or just simply growing apart,
Or one of us finding the 'wrong path',
But those are the times i hope you pull me back,
And show me what i've done wrong,
We've been through everything together,
We promised we would never give up on each other,
We would ALWAYS be on the phone,
Haha, which i guess would be obvious,
I mean.. which one of us could forget the whole 9 hour long phone call we had,
The only time we stopped talking was when we were sleeping,
Which i guess some people might find insane,
But i find it quite nice,
What surprises me is,
That we haven't grown even a tiny bit apart,
Or grown sick of each other,
Were so different,
Yet the same,
You've taught me so much,
Bad yet good things..
And i've taught u some bad things.. not sure about good though,
You see.. i was so messed up before i met you,
Then you perfected almost all of me,
Although the scars are still there,
In my heart.. and well some visible,
But that doesn't matter anymore,
You tell me everything,
Even some things i don't wanna hear at all,
For example,
When you drink,
I don't mind it, sure its harmful, but hey.. you're a teenager, and they like to have fun,
What scares me is,
You're going to do something you'll regret,
And the list of that goes on and on,
When you tell me you've been drinking,
I freeze up,
You may not see it..simply because i hide it,
I don't want you to see how much u frighten me,
You look.. and act so different i don't even think i know you anymore,
You sometimes say hurtful things,
That still sting at me today,
Which won't matter to you,
Because you won't remember,
Then you just throw in the line "i love you" and move on,
Which im sure you do..
But at the time, where im frozen in fear looking at the best friend i thought i knew,
None of that seems to matter,
See when you drink,
You're a totally different you.
