Sitting in a room full of darkness
With nothing but stillness in the night
Tears drop from my eyes
As I watched those around me disappearing
Right before my eyes
I sat on my bed with my head down on my knees
Wishing that things were easier
I feel my mind getting weak
From all these negativities
I feel my body shaking uncontrollably
Feeling the numbness all around
I’m too afraid to make a move
Too afraid to open up
I’m intoxicated from the lies
That everyone is feeding me
I keep running from the problems
But I cant continue to run away
I can only take so much
But this time I can no longer take any
I stood up and got down on my knees
As the tears continue to fall
I turned to the only person that stood by me
Through all the hardship that I faced
I asked the Lord above for forgiveness
To wash away the sins
Asked him to lead me
To a brighter day full of happiness and joy
I asked the lord above to bring the peace in my heart
I felt my whole spirit lifting in the air
Feeling the Lord embracing me in his arms
A sigh of relief escapes my mouth
I lay back down on the bed
As I close my eyes
Looking forward for a new chapter in my life
