I slip on the soft blackness that was you
Look out the window and once again i fail
to stop the tears that come every time
I put this worn and warm shirt on my skin.
Never have I wanted to begin again
Replaying just another mistake
Was it only one year ago it happened?
The night I almost gave it all away to you
that morning after when you left your shirt
I wear it now, and am disgrace to feel
It still steals warmth from you even now
Even as you are dead, dead to me now.
I was dying all through with you, i won't pretend.
That every time you came around i only fell lower
But like an addict, you called on me again and again
and for as long as you had craved me, I was there.
Until one day i decided to lock this door for good.
And look at you now...oh the sadness
what you have become since i let go
I still remember the night, forbidden
Was the arrangement we punished each other with
It ended finally, making us stand on our own
but pity is something i don't know if i can hand you.
You have forgotten me
You have forgotten me
like dust in the wind...
Yet today you penetrated
your eyes into me once more
and a shiver ran down, a past
a past i thought i had forgot too.
But its time for us to say goodbye for good.
Oh but i say this in the saddest way
I say this with cast down eyes
I saw this without any satisfaction
I say this without a smile, your eyes in denial
You were easy...
You were easy...
So easy.
But you probably smirk now,
and say that I was too.
