Missing you

Why do i get this feeling?
and i cant breathe
i feel so sad
so incomplete

is it due to your absence
your failure to be with me
not your fault i must admit
but that does not ease the pain

is i miss you said to much?
used so freely these days
how about i love you?
is that also overused?

cause i honestly can say
that i find it hard to find
words better to describe
how i currently feel

missing you,
though is understated,
cause not being with you,
makes everyday go that much slower and every second that much less fun.

loving you,
is misleading,
cause i love you
is said too much

to say we've been through much
even before there was a 'we'
is not a lie
and something i am proud of

it wasnt easy for us to be together
but we made it
and i can only feel
stronger towards you for it

sometimes i wonder
why i do not get a call
or a message or somewhat
i feel forgotten

but if i were forgotten,
i hope that you would tell me..
and as is not the case yet
i feel a smile grow

i think about your silly gestures
and about your bright green eyes
the way you make me smile n laugh
and i know im in love with you

i will see you soon my baby..
although never soon enough
but i would wait for you..
always no matter what.