For now... I can only dream

For now...I can only dream,
Wish and fantasize,
Hoping my vision of HIM forms
As I close my eyes.
He holds me close and tight
But with a gentle touch,
The desire to have HIM here
Becomes too much.
His eyes and soul meet mine
Every time we embrace,
Passions collide as our bodies touch,
And my heart begins to race.
Knees buckle, palms sweat,
Goose bumps down my spine
My pulse quickens as I unwind.
And then, I shutter to feel,
Just what this may be like
If it was real!

For now...I can only dream
Of a passionate kiss,
A vision of the past
That I've come to reminisce.
I hear his whispers
His breath on my ear,
He's so far away
But I long to have HIM near.
How could this happen?
A desire so strong,
I know deep in my heart
To me he could never belong.
He's everything I've ever wanted
But he's not single,
My morals and standards will prevent our lives
To ever intermingle.

For now...I can only dream
That he would walk through my door,
Life is so short...
But he's worth waiting for.
He's my one desire
So deep within,
Another night together
Would be a cardinal sin.
A night of loving making
Could only be fantasy,
But how I would love
To make it a reality.
In my heart and mind
This is just an illusion,
Thinking this could ever be real
Is just a delusion.
I'd settle to have
His friendship for life,
Than to have HIM as my lover
For just one night!

For now...I can only dream
About HIM & how he takes my breath away,
And how I could never tell HIM
The words that I long to say.
His sense of humor and sensitivity
Is what I've come to love,
He took my heart at first sight
He's the only man I could think of.
My feelings aren't unclear
But they are undefined,
I know I could never have HIM
And he could never be mine.
To feel his love and have HIM here
Would only make me scream,
I know, this is reality...
but...for Now...I can only dream!