I wanna be weak, but strong,
i wanna be soft, but hard,
i wanna be light, but grounded,
i wanna be fragile, but unbreakable,
i wanna be two, but alone,
i wanna be heard, but unseen,
Cover the scars, but show off,
i wanna forgive, but hate,
i wanna enjoy, but loath,
i wanna hurt, but love,
i wanna share, but keep,
i wanna care, but disregard,
i wanna soar, but fall
Feel my pain, but hide it
i wanna say i'm sorry,
i wanna apologise for my ways,
i wanna take back everything i said,
i wanna be a saint again,