Im sorry (Im just not good enough)

I'm sorry I did that
But I made a mistake
I don't know how much more
Perfection I can take

I'm sorry I let you down
I never really meant to
I strive so hard to imitate
The oh so flawless you

Every time I fall down
I can never get back up
When you walk away from me
I'm left there feeling stuck

To see just how far I'll go
To get what you want me to
I wont eat breakfast, dinner or lunch
I don't really need to

I'll exercise every day
Stop eating all together
Look! there goes my self-respect
Into horrible, stormy weather

I try and try again and again
To be just what you want
So I'm sorry if you realized
I'm just not good enough