.i don't want to love you anymore.

I hate feeling like I am abandoned
I hate being the only one who will ever be alone
I hate feeling like I have been deserted
I hate being completely on my own

I know I dont have a chance
And I know I dont deserve you
And I know you will never love me
Because you dont have a clue

I love it when you ignore me
And I love it when you sin
I love it when it feels like
Youre peeling off my skin

I need to show you how much I care
I need to know it will not matter to you
I need someone who will not listen
I need to know you dont need me too

Why dont you just rip my heart out,
And throw it into the sea?
Why dont you just go away,
And let my soul be free?