I lay down gently on the bed as i close my eyes drifting off to sleep
dreams starts to form in my mind
nothing but darkness and cold breeze
there i stood in a room nothing but darkness
i look around to find a light
i ran and ran but no where to go
no exit, no doorway
my fear began to take control of me
as tears began to form in my eyes
heart beating faster as ever
veins popping
body getting weak
shaking all over yet i still gathered my strength and courage
to run faster
run away from this darkness and find a light
suddenly i hear a voice
calling out my name
i stop to look around
to find where that voice is coming from
then in a quick flash
the room full of darkness
turns into nothing but a brighter room
and a figure of a woman stood in front of me
she called out my name
i tried to speak but no words would come out
i walked closer to the woman to see her face
realizing that it was you
i reached out for you hand
to have that one last touch
but i couldn't feel you anymore
my body felt numb
and i couldn't feel one bit of emotion
you got closer to me to hold me in your arms
but i couldn't feel you at all
i couldn't do anything but break down
you held me close to you body
whispering "I'll never leave you" in my ears
i closed my eyes tighter cherishing that one last words that you speak
then suddenly everything turns dark
my chest getting tighter
suffocating..
...can't breath
then i awoke from this dream
as i looked around my room
nothing has changed
everything was in the right place
then suddenly i remembered what you had said
"I'll never leave you"
then i looked next to me...
...and you weren't there
you're no longer with me
just an empty space
i laid back down on my bed
wishing you'd come back to me
wishing you're presence was around me
but i have to accept that you and i are no longer as one
