ALONE

I CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE ANYMORE.
MY GREATEST FEAR IS OF DYING ALONE.
I HAVE WONDERED WHEN IT FINALLY SANK IN, THAT I AM ALONE.
YES I HAVE FAMILY AND SOME FRIENDS THAT I CONSIDER TO BE CLOSE, BUT THAT ONLY GOES SO FAR.
WHEN I SAY I CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP TO A COLD BED ANYMORE, ONE THAT USED TO BE WARM AND COMFORTABLE, ONE I USED TO SHARE WITH SOMEONE I THOUGHT WAS SPECIAL, AND NOW SHE'S BROKEN MY HEART.
I WANT SOMEONE TO SMILE AT WHEN I WAKE AND SLEEP.
SOMEONE TO SAY I LOVE YOU, AND TO HEAR THE WORDS RETURNED.
I CANNOT STAND TO BE ALONE ANYMORE.
I FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS CLOSING IN AROUND ME AND I HAVE NO ESCAPE, EXCEPT DEATH.
I FEEL LIKE I AM FIGHTING A HOPELESS BATTLE, AND THAT I AM FIGHTING THAT BATTLE ALONE.
WHAT CAN I DO?
HOW CAN I SEE THROUGH THE VEIL OF DARKNESS THAT HAS ENGULFED MY LIFE?
I PUT ON A SMILE EVERYDAY WHEN I WAKE UP, SO THAT THE PEOPLE I NOW AND CARE FOR CAN DRAW STRENGTH FROM ME.
PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS DRAWING STRENGTH FROM MY APPARENT STRENGTH, BUT IT IS ALL FAKE.
DEEP DOWN INSIDE I AM WEEK, FEEL HOPELESS.
I GIVE ADVICE ON HOW TO ENDURE, AND OVERCOME, YET I CAN'T SEEM TO ENDURE OR OVERCOME ANYTHING.
I FEEL SO ALONE, AND I AM COMPLETELY TIRED OF BEING ALON, IN THE DARKNESS.
I WANT SOMEONE TO HELP TAKE MY HAND AND HELP ME WALK DOWN "THE ROAD LESS TRAVELED".
SOMEONE TO TELL ME IT IS ALRIGHT AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE ALRIGHT. I WANT THINGS TO BE THE WAY THEY USED TO.
I MISS THE TIMES I COULD SIT WITH SOMEONE, AND NOT SAY A WORD, BECAUSE TWO PEOPLE WERE CONTENT TO JUST BE WITH EACH OTHER, PERIOD.
I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE, I DON'T WANT IT ANYMORE.
I AM TIRED OF BEING, ALONE!