Sitting here, eyes glistening
Tears sparkle, threatening flood
Staring blankly ahead into space
Wishing there was some hope
But there is none thats clear now
Friends? No, hardly the right word
It was an idea, a shattered thought
A light, when there was only dark
But the light has blown out now
Darkness is overwhelming and cold
Without warmth and light from you
I feel so lost but I was lost all along
I knew you didn't really care about me
I just hoped that you actually did
I shouldn't have been so blind
Then I wouldn't be laying here broken
I knew you weren't my friend
I knew we would never make it
I just didn't admit it, well now I am
I understand, I understand it now
You aren't my friend, you never were
My eyes were clouded by hopes
For a different ending, to the same tale
But it was no different, and there is
No happy ending.
