The One Day I Would Take Back...

If i was allowed to go back in time and change one day the day i would take back was the day when we first kissed, the day you got me to cheat, the day u ruined my life, i would probably still be with Steve, and i would probably be happy, i would take back that whole night, i wouldn't have had Rachele come over i wouldn't have gotten on-line and talked to you...i would have went out and hung out with my brother and his friends cause they were having a party cause James was leaving, i wouldn't have snuck out my window and meet you guys down the road, i wouldn't have gotten high, i wouldn't have spent the whole night with you, How Could i be so stupid to let you do that to me, i knew i was cheating that was the worst part, i wish i hadn't of let you push me away from everyone else...i wouldn't have let myself trip over your feet and fall...and have u land on top of me, and you wouldn't have kissed me, and even when u were on me i should of pushed you off me...but i did i let you do all this to me...i broke up with a very nice guy, who loved me...for you...you didn't love me like you said you did...if that night wouldn't have happened a lot would be different right now...i would probably still be with Steve...and i wouldn't have my heart broken in a million pieces cause of you...you ruined my summer, and i hate you for that....i hate myself for letting you do that to me.......i gave you my heart...and i thought i had yours....but i never had yours and u broke mine...you said u loved me but u never did shit about it, you used me...everything you ever said was a lie What the hell did i do to you to deserve this...your now with my best friend, and your going to do the same thing to her as u did me, and she will hate you too after its all done with...You used me, you abused me, you lied and hurt me...these r the reason y i hate you Nick Lucas...