Your so far away//
ii just cant bare the pain//
seeing that your happy//
is just the best for me//
but when i see you with her//
ii cant bare to look away//
ii just cant do it//
love struck// and now it is stuck//
why did i ever say ii loved you?//
my life is over all because of you//
im trying to find my heart that you tore into peices//
im waiting for the right moment to tell you ii really do love you//
but that day will never come//
because if ii ever told you ii loved you//
you would call me crazy//
mock me for the rest of my life//
&& judge me because of what your friends think//
you always told me to look up && keep my head up high//
im just to weak to//
without your love//
it just cant be done//
my tears can drown the world//
your slowly fading//
would you hold me if you knew my shame?//
ii just have so many things too say//
the moment is dieing//
so now you know my shame//
i hope your proud//
