My addiction

My addiction
it isnt like the others
im not a pothead or a crackhore
im just a cutter

i love the feeling
its basicallymy high
but everytime i do it
i always seem to cry

ive tried to stop
but its harder than it seems
i always have the temptation
whether its in my thoughts or in my dreams

i want to stop
i really do
but everytime i try
i get hurt by you

life never seems to get better
it only seems to get worse
so i can never stop
this desireble yet killing curse

once a cutter always a cutter
is what i live by
cause i now know i can never stop
no matter how hard i try