To Someone

Why do you hold that grudge in your heart?
I don't know what I did to make you so cold.
I wish things could go back to normal, but I don't think that will ever happen again.
Not after you said the three most evil words to me.

"I hate you."

I cry a lot now because I"m afraid that there was something I did wrong.
But everyone else says it's just you.
I won't ever believe them; I've been scarred too deep for that.
I can't help but sit in darkness, holding back the depressing feelings from coming.
I feel like dying because of your hatred for me is so strong.
I feel like I've ruined your life, but I don't know how.
You drag me down with every word said, as though you want me to feel bad for nothing.
I just want this feud to end, but you seem to hate me more each time I talk to you about it.
I say I'm sorry even though I know that it won't help.
I just want to be forgiven for what I did to you.
I want so much for you to melt that ice in your heart and say the three words I'd love to hear right now.

"I forgive you."