I Wish

I wish I never loved you,
I wish I didn't care,
I wish this never happened,
I wish you were never there.

I wish I didn't feel this,
This pain that you have caused,
I wish it will all just go away,
I wish life could be paused.

I wish I didn't know you so well,
That I didn't know this time would come,
I wish I could have done something,
To stop me feeling so numb.

I wish you could've loved me,
For who I'm supposed to be,

Now I'm this empty soul,
With all this crap in my head,
But I guess I have to let it go,
Some things are better left unsaid...