Realization

Unspoken words I want to convey,
But defying that it will not make a difference
You lost me when you let me go
Heartless image and the bothersome of a lost soul
To forgive and forget- that cannot be done
I will never pardon this situation, and I will never disregard the outcome;
You move so fast, so fast you didnâ??t realize how much you marred me,
You move so quietly, I never saw it coming;
I can only sit and not shed a tear,
Then one day you realized you do want to be here;
Heartless I may seem, but my mind isnâ??t boggled,
As I said long ago,
I lost all hope of love, trust, and dreams in you-
I never had to be with someone else to realize how much I need you,
Now you want to be present in my life,
Honey, I will never let you pull that trigger on me twice.
You gave it all up when you let me go-
Maybe my pride is like a man-
I will never easily let go,
Sometimes things are a little too late,
Too late to rethink, too late for second chancesâ?¦
Three years seem to just fly by,
Maybe youâ??re not the man for me-
Maybe GOD is cluing me to never deny what is happening before my eyes
Everything does ensue for a reason.

Richina Lee
December 28, 2006