Sadness

For months Ive tried to get passed all your lies
Its been so hard for me to cover up my cries
I try to cover my feelings so I don't let it show
How hard its been for me to try to let you go

On days when you visit, things are not the same
I act like it doesn't bother me that everything has changed
I put on a fake smile and make it my disguise
I walk to the other room so you don't see me cry

And on days when you call, I may act like I don't care
When in reality I still want you there
I may lie and tell you I'll find someone knew
But every man I come across never compares to you

Maybe I feel like this cause I still have hope for us
I believe we'll get back together when we rebuild our trust
but until then I have pictures and memories in my head
I will never break a promise about anything Ive said

I promised I would love you until god takes me off this earth
You promised you'd always love me and never leave me hurt
you broke your promise, but I will not do the same
My heart belongs to you and that will never change