Drowning

I'm resigned to my fate
Of misery and hate
No longer searching for perfection
I've accepted my life of rejection

Now I can finally say
I'm throwing my past away
Your betrayal had damaged my heart and mind
But thanks to you they're not so blind

Your black roses have no thorns
So I'll get lost beneath the waves
I'll drown in my own thoughts
And pray I never get saved

i wrote this after my Brother died..