From the heart

Here i go again trying to make it on my own screaming to the top of my lung to try to reach you.Your looking past me like I\\\'m not even there.My love bounces of you,your not feeling anything.All this for nothing I\\\'m going insane.Every second i try to get your attention is a second i waste of my life.I write you letters everyday.Send them.But never get one back.Tell you how i really feel about you.Still none back.Told myself I\\\'m just waisting my time.Why don\\\'t i just get it over with.I wrote you one last letter.But this letter wasn\\\'t just a letter.Was my last one i would ever write.The last bit of love i would ever give.Sent it.Still i never got anything back.It was time.No more time would i waste on nothing.Knock on the door.Told me i got something.Looked at the envelope.Just said it was from a friend.I waited to read it.Told myself again that it would give me something to do while i waited for my life to slip away.To late I done it.Hurt like hell.Got enough strength to look at the letter it read \\\"Hey,Sorry i didn\\\'t get the time to write you back I\\\'ve been very busy,And yes i have noticed you in school but didn\\\'t get enough nerve to walk up and talk to you.Well i better get going.Lots of love.Write back soon. ox\\\".My heart pounded out of my chest,but it was to late.I watched my life fly by and it all went blank.