With damaged pride from your other side, the secret held for so long is smashing at the surface.
Eager to break through the shallow ground which keeps it's identity sealed like a medievil strong box, its contents concealed from prying eyes and waging tongues.
My heart sinks deep in to my chest as I realise the tsunami of emotions you are being forced to wade through.....with every sombre thud my heart feels your pain...
I look on in despair as I watch your hand made craft of illusion begin to take on water...
With a tear in my eye I and am helpless as you struggle to keep your vessel above the crashing waves of intrigue....
I see you fight to keep your ship a float..
The barrage of questions threatens to rip the sails off....the decision looms like dark clouds above...
For all these years the answer has lived inside your soul, in it own personal hell...forcing you to be submerged in it's vulgarity.
The weight of it's curse weighing you down and tearing you up from inside out, visions in nightmares and memories during the sun light hours...pushed back down to where it cant be seen...
The darkest of clouds moves in and surround you..
With every passing moment the deck is lubricated in anxiety and you begin to slip.
The questions asked of you, but answers are afraid to be announced....
You feel the blunt force as your ship smashes in to jagged rocks in what was meant to be friendly waters...
The passage was supposed to be smooth until it was time.
What you once knew alone screams in silence...
Begging you to let it free..
Begging you to jump ship and be rescued...
