Cry Out

I sit here by myself
And bite my lip
My soul has left
And heart starts to rip

I'm screaming inside
But I keep my silence
Crying on the outside
Kept my tears in ever since

I just want to cry out
And let it show
More than just a pout
Because of how I feel low

I want to call out and reach
How can this love hurt?
I want to cry out seek
To lie in the mud and dirt

I need to walk forward
And leave my pain behind
It's really absurd
I need to unwind

I've fallen weak
And lost all my strength
It's such a fleet
Of time in length

Watch me trip
And slowly fall apart
Then I rip
As a knife gets plunged in my heart

The blood drips down the blade
Down the hand of the person
The decision was made
Now it's all done

Tear my heart out
Rip it to shreds
I'm deep in doubt
I've been so misled

Cut it to pieces
And smash my heart again
Hoping my heartbeat ceases
Then my life will end

Let it drop and shatter
Have, let me fall
I never really mattered
Since I'm waiting for your call

Kill me inside
Take away my breath
Make the storm within subside
And get me ready for my death...