Falling apart

Falling Apart

It amazes me how our friendship can be destroy

by only a couple of insignificant words....

i thought we were always going to be together,

but i guess nothing is endless....

your words ravage my heart,

it hurts to know that maybe you are no longer my best friend.

I admitted, i made a mistake,

but please forgive me...i never meant to hurt you....

i just said it to make you smile...

it was only a stupid joke....

now i am trying to amend my mistake...

i want nothing to end...

I know those words hurted,

but can you imagine how i felt

when she told me that i had no more existence for you....

its like sadness invaded me...

pain came out of nowhere...

and then tears were there....

rolling down my face,

and me doing nothing to stop them...

they just couldn't go away....

Help me out...

please don't let me down...

give me only a single hope...

don't destroy what it took long to form...

don't do this to me...

How can you forget how close we were???

don't you remember we were always there???

where are those words that we used to say???

i am still here...

you are not alone...

i will never be gone....

so please reconsider your thoughts....

and i beg you not to judge me like that...

and try to come back to what was used to be.....

so just to let you know you can still count on me....

falling apart hurts more that i thought...

Diana J. Armenta

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