You... my heart... it kills

When i hear your voice... it makes my heart stop beating... i can't breathe for a split second and then i realize it was only a dream
so then i start to wonder... why did i ever think it could be real... ur so perfect.. and i'm so beaten and can't heal
so there i start again... try to sleep another time.. then i see your face again... and I realize that It was only a matter of time