By The Window

Two in the morn'
With everyone else asleep
I sit by the stained window
Watching the darkness creep

I think of you
Just somewhere so far
Would you even think of me
Under the same night star?

I can't sleep
I just can't sleep at all
I feel like taking the phone
And give your house a call

I hesistate
It's a hundred miles away
Would you even be in?
If so what would I say?

Sighing sadly
I hold my ragdoll Chums
Even after all these years
She's kept me from harm

But then again
She can't heal my heart
One that's so broken
Ever since we'd part

I close my eyes
And I see your face
I smile unsurely but
Your features I can trace

Your smile so sweet
Your hands I take
Even though it's a dream
I refuse to awake

A familiar whiff
Men's cologne it is
You've always put it on
Smells stronger when we kiss

It feels so real
Your warm embrace
Is it reality?
Those lips I taste?

You smile again
But suddenly turn about
No, wait don't go
I could nearly shout

You start to leave
Slowly you disappear
A tiny speck
Like you were never here

My eyes open
That's when I realise
It was just a filthy dream
That had let me fantasized

I look around the house
Where everyone's asleep
Sitting by the stained glass window
I watch the darkness creep