Oh god

Oh god what have i done? my love lays dead, because of my gun

i didnt mean to go this far, from the moment i stepped out of the car

i knew you were angry with me, said i was controlling and wanted to be "free"

you hurt me both physically and mentally, i knew this needed to end if even not gently

i love you so much and you pulled a gun when i saw it i started to run

i grap and tear at it, not letting you take an end to our depression

instead it went off and all was quiet oh my it became so silent

now you lay there and im crying with despair.........if only you knew how much i cared