Wanting You

I'm always a mess but you'll never know,
for I can't ever let my true feelings show,
people want to know what's wrong,
it's just that I can't stand this song,
you left me and broke my heart,
now we'll always be apart,
I will always love you,
and I wish that you would say it too,
but you won't and that just proves to me,
that you'll never understand the way I see,
with you I could never let my true feelings out,
and when I did you would always be of doubt,
now as I sit here by the phone,
waiting for you to call I feel all alone,
tell me...am I not good enough,
or are things just too tough,
everything came to a proceeding halt,
and I was at fault,
always supposed to be giggly and bliss,
but it's you that I'll miss,
you and me...together one,
but at the risk of you saying I'm done,
I'll let you be,
then we can work through the things that you can't see.