Please can someone tell me what love is...because i really don\'t seem to understand.
Im looking, im trying to experience but still i can\'t even feel love.
why am i scared to confront myself that im maybe i\'m in lust or just not in love?
am i trying to protect my heart from being lonely.
people say love is magic, but i don\'t feel \"magic\", i just feel ok with you.
I\'m not going to die if we break up, but it\'s just that thought of not having you around anymore or just wanting hold you when i feel like i want to.
Where not supposed to last forever, but why do i feel like we have to.hat\'s maybe why im gripping on to you, calling you because
Your my first boyfriend and it\'s just going to feel like no more you.
around......EVER.
maybe i need to try and see how things go with you before i actually make my decision, because there aren\'t many guys like you around and i know that for sure, you see the world in another light, most guys, just want sex.
I am a girl with emotional feelings, worried that maybe i CAN\'T move on. i just feel like your all around me, everywhere making it harder to just keep away.
my head is complicated, my hearts tangled.
Am i trying to avoid the pain?
when with you its ok, its improving but still i don\'t love you.
when without you im ok, but certain times i just WANT you..
why can\'t i make one clear desicion and just never turn back, i never ever thought love could be so complicated.
